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This blog used to be about politics. Not so much anymore as I have worked through my fascination with that subject. It now seems appropriate that with a new president and the end of the Bush nightmare that I move on to new subjects that are more in line with my current interests. I may still occasionally express an opinion about political matters but for the most part I will be commenting on music, photography and personal observations. Thank you for reading.


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8.28.2006
Living in Suburbia - The Questions
 
About seven months ago I moved from my longtime home of Tulsa, Oklahoma to Denver, Colorado. More specifically, I moved to a place called Highlands Ranch, a suburb of Denver. On the exterior I think most people would describe it as nice, maybe even pleasant. There are lots of shopping centers, access to grocery stores, walking trails and with the help of a few highways I can go to concerts downtown or head to the mountains for some nice scenery.

How I came to live in this suburban environment was through a choice I made to be with my girlfriend who had moved here last August to go to school. She moved to this area to satisfy some very practical considerations. She was looking to live somewhere affordable that wasn't a total dump and her parents wanted her to live somewhere that seemed safe.

But I'm not a big fan of the suburbs, in particular I'm not all that thrilled to be surrounded by your typical upscale suburban types. I have a hard time understanding people that seem to not only desire, but relish, an environment that I consider quite stale and boring. I have a hard time understanding people that are driven by what I see as a combination of fear and materialism. I have lots of questions for which I have only the beginnings of answers. My basic assumption, that people are mostly rational about the choices they make in their lives, leads me to believe that there are good valid answers my questions of why and how.

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8.23.2006
DDTS
 
DDTS.mp3 (audio/mpeg Object)

Whatever you do, Don't Download This Song - you'll burn in hell before too long.

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8.19.2006
Three Easy Pieces
 
So, three things:

1) It occured to me the other day that the concept of personal property leads directly to the neccesity of war. Why else would one group try to kill another. And even in the case of ethnic, or religious wars there is still the underlying result of the winner gaining from the conflict.

2) I saw on This Modern World that there is a poll that says that most Americans are more familiar with pop culural knowledge than there are with either scientific, historical or political knowledge. Which should surprise nobody, considering the amount of time, effort and money that goes into making sure that people have a very specific and targeted kind of information. I don't think the issue was ever whether people could learn, but rather what is important for them to learn. Having general knowledge is actually quite bothersome for the business world which sometimes like to use ignorance to guide public opinion. I know from my sales experience in a retail situation that people often come to me with bad information, but are sure that they know what is important to know. I have to be very careful not to tell them that they are wrong, but rather to suggest that there are other things to consider as well.

I've long thought that the main problem that we have in funding for public education is in convincing the people with the money and the power that it is in their best interests to have people become educated in non-product specific ways. Frankly, from there point of view, I can see why they would want people stupid and ignorant, especially when it comes to politics.

3) I go back and forth on whether modern society is interesting or bland. Because on one hand I try to take a historical perspective on American culture as a whole, and I can see how it might look fascinating from a distance. But sometimes while I'm in the middle of it day to day it seems to void of purpose. In particular I get frustrated that we don't seem to care about our immediate cultural environment. We allow places to becomes replications of every other place. We all seem content to let our surroundings become just another collection of strip malls and chain stores. No place seems to have a feeling of place. It all feels so very familiar no matter where you go. So here in Denver, compared to Tulsa - though the scenery in the distance might change, what I see in front of me is the same - Wendy's, Home Depot, Hobby Lobby, Starbucks, etc... Its all units of sameness with which we build our cities.

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8.12.2006
Bite Me
 
Paris Hilton bitten by pet kinkajou - Yahoo! News:

"She also felt well enough to continue promotions for her highly anticipated debut album 'Paris,' set for release Aug. 22."


I guess my favorite part of the objective reporting of this story includes the phrase "highly anticipated debut album".

Hmmm...I hope Paris sends the AP a nice "Thanks for the free publicity!!" card.

I suppose reading it in the "news" makes it so. Shoot.. I didn't even know she had an album out!

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8.11.2006
Deviance and Dominance in Society
 
Orcinus

Great post up at Orcinus - Referencing High Social Dominance Orientation:

High-SDO people are drawn to power, and will seek it ruthlessly and relentlessly, regardless of the consequences to others. Many cultures (including ours, up until a few decades ago) have found these people so dangerous that they've evolved counterweights and backstops that conspire to either keep them away from the levers of power, or mitigate the damage they can do (and I'll discuss some of those in the last installment). However, modern America seems to have lost all vestiges of this awareness. Now, we celebrate our most powerful social dominants, pay them obscene salaries, turn them into media stars, and hand over the keys to the empire to them almost gratefully. They have free rein to pursue their ambitions unchecked, with no cultural brakes on their rapacity. They will do whatever they can get away with; and we'll not only let them, but often cheer them on.

We’re now at the point where these sleek Machivellian manipulators are recognized around the world as the face of American business and governmental authority. While the bulk of "Conservatives Without Conscience" goes on to explain the ways in which various members of the Bush administration have demonstrated classic high-SDO behavior, I'd also argue that our willingness to accept high-SDO leadership also accounts for toxic bosses, incompetent business planning, crooked accounting, political graft, and many of the other dysfunctions that afflict American corporate life as well.


I find this personally frustrating because the business world not only seems designed to cater to these SDO types, I've actually been subjected to manager pep talks encouraging such behaviors. I sit there and I hear people telling us that deviant behavior is what they look for in a good employee. I call it deviant because in other situations these actions would result in dysfunctional relationships: bullying people, seeking confrontation. I've realized long ago that what most people consider success is simply meeting the demands of the social environment. If the social environment rewards deviant behavior then we will reward those that express those particular traits. In today's corporate world there is a heavy demand for people that lack a social conscience and can rationalize destructive behaviors simply to gain more material comfort. There is this mistaken belief that everyone can work towards their own selfish ends and the best results will come from that. This is a ludicris notion. While this might lead towards creating riches for many it will ultimately lead towards a society without conscience. Individuals have no reason to take responsibility when there is no need.

As someone who has a certain amount of pride in the efforts I have put towards creating greater self awareness and developing a social awareness I find this trend in the opposite direction very depressing. I quite often feel that I have moved in a direction that has made me a better person but has also made fitting into the corporate world very difficult. I don't think I'm the only one that feels this way. I think we just find ways to cope on a daily basis.

Maybe its time to stop coping and realize what's going on?

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8.10.2006
Idiots = RNC
 
GOP.com | Republican National Committee :: Home

Jeez, I can't stand the RNC. If you look at their website, its nothing more than picking on people. They lump people together, smear them with their hateful rhetoric and hope that their money will keep people afraid. I would laugh it off but there are people that take these people seriously.

Just look at their front page. They lump Markos, Dean, Murtha, Lamont and Michael Moore together into some sort of cult of defeat. As if wanting to bail out on Bush's misguided empire-building fiasco in Iraq is a BAD IDEA?

I like freedom as much as the next guy, maybe even (I like to think) a little more, being a bit off kilter as a person. And I see Bush as an imbecile that hasn't formed a cohesive plan other than pushing a machismo image of the United States around the world.

Its an objective fact that Iraq has failed at what Bush predicted. Its an objective fact that we are losing what respect we have in the world. Its an objective fact that Bush is an idiot.

These facts are what the GOP are trying to cover up with their smears.

Don't be fooled.

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8.08.2006
Staying Out - Staying Home
 
Hi, my name is Bruce, and I am an introvert.

I find being out amongst large numbers of people very tedious. Its been getting worse as I've gotten older - especially my tolerance for teenagers.

Adults aren't much better.

But suffice it to say that if you want to be involved with anything social there are going to be large numbers of people there as well. This is an inevitable by-product of the market's tendency to amass large numbers of people together for the sake of selling them products. Sometimes I find myself going to an event only to find that it is nothing more than a string of shops hawking their wares. Its not so much a social event as it is theme shopping.

I'm not a fan of weekends - especially Saturdays. Its then that all the people who have been trapped at work all week feel like they should be out "doing" things. They crowd the streets, they form lines wherever they go, and most annoying, they always seem surprised that there are so many people around creating such stress and chaos.

Its a byproduct of synchonization and I realize that. From industrialization onward we've all been moving in the same patterns as everyone else. Predictability is good for the market, but I still feel like I'm being herded.

This past weekend has been a busy one. I've been doing - out amongst people. My girlfriend and I have been to the Colorado Renaissance Festival, The Scottish Festival and a Death Cab for Cutie concert all in the span of two days - Saturday and Sunday. Its been great getting to spend time with her and its been nice being out of the house in different environs. But its also been a bit of an overdose of the "general public" as well.

I think I get tired of the constant demand for money. It seems that all things are now designed for that one reason. So much so that in the course of a single day you find people asking you for money time and time again. Its tiring. Nothing ever seems to be done for the simple sake of creating culture. Culture has become a byproduct of the need to extract money from people. So it becomes that you are excluded from the culture when you have little money.

Its better just to stay home.

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8.03.2006
Judge Not...
 
For the record:

I've never been a big fan of Joe Lieberman - even back in the day when he was Gore's running mate. With the upcoming Democratic primary becoming a pet issue for the big blogs I just wanted to put my two cents into the pot.

I've never liked moralizers. That is what Joe Lieberman is to me - man who holds himself up as a judge of what is good and moral. That pisses me off. We're a free country and every person has a right to express his opinion about what is good and bad but it irks me when politicians try to legislate their own morality.

Whenever I listen to someone go on and on about what people should do I think it sounds unamerican. That's why I never liked religion all that much. It assumes that I am too stupid to know what is best for myself. One of the central ideas that led to the representative democracy we have now is that people have the ability to decide what is best for themselves without the help of "authorities".

Yes, of course the war is a big issue. But it only goes to show that either Lieberman lacked the judgment to see a folly in the making, or lacked the spine to speak up about it. Neither makes him look like a good man to re-elect into office.

Its so sad that only filthy rich people even stand a chance of challenging an incumbent, and I'm none too happy about that fact. It doesn't seem like we're offered very good choices when it comes to who to vote for.

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